210 The Ministry of Small Obediences
On Faithfulness in the Unseen and Uneventful
I write from the quiet this morning. You may have noticed a silence from me this week. Few published words, fewer public declarations. Do not mistake this stillness for idleness. The hand is not always raised in proclamation. Sometimes it is curled around a broom handle, or extended to steady an elder’s arm, or resting patiently on a keyboard, reviving a machine that others have long forgotten.
I have been writing every day. The pages fill, but they are not for others. They are the ledger of a soul being adjusted, line by line, to a different frequency. The work the Lord is doing in me is specific, personal, and often painfully ordinary. He is not building a stage in my heart, but rather, he is laying floorboards. He is ensuring the plumbing works. He is teaching me to dwell in the small, windowless rooms of daily duty where no audience applauds.
This is my faith, right now. It is not a cascade of bold and noisy revelations. It is obedience through faith. A simple, terrifying equation. I ask, “Why this, Lord?” He answers, “Will you obey?” The revelation is in the yielding, not in the explanation. I do not know why He commands me to resurrect a server that died two years ago, a ghost in the machine. I only know He said, “Bring it back.” So I sit in the blue glow of a terminal, speaking the language of repair to silent circuitry. This is prayer, this is obedience.
It means I kneel on a bathroom floor, not in supplication, but with a sponge and a bottle of cleaner, scrubbing the tile in mom’s bathroom. It is making her bed with corners tight enough to please a sergeant. It is watching/listening as she mimes, again, to the story she tells every every night before she lays her head down for bed, as if I weren’t tired and hearing it as if for the first time. Love, here, wears rubber gloves. Its halo is the scent of lemon disinfectant.
It means I stay put in the kitchen at six in the morning when the house readies for the day and my soul craves solitude the most. The coffee pot gurgles its psalm. My sister speaks of her job, her worries, the mundane anxiety of an HR manager of the coming day. I listen. Not to fix, not to sermonize. Just to be a witness. My presence is my priesthood in that moment. To be with, this is the altar.
It means asking my brother about his knee. “How goes the war with the physical therapist?” And I must truly care for the answer. I must see the update, the slight improvement, the stubborn pain as a sacred report from a front line I cannot see. My interest is a form of intercession. “Slow incremental progress over months.” I reply, “hang in there”.
It means stepping outside, into the blunt humidity, when the landscaper’s truck rattles up the drive. Not a wave from the window. An in-person. “How is your family?” The question is not politeness. It is a key turning in a lock. I listen as he speaks of his son’s baseball game, of his wife’s new job. For three minutes, he is not the guy who cuts my grass. He is a man, bearing the image of God, and I am called to honor it. This is evangelism without a tract.
It means putting the dog away, her joyful chaos a tempest in the hall, so I can invite the landscaper inside for a glass of water. Mom wants to say hello. My small act of order facilitates her act of grace. We are links in a chain of kindness we did not forge.
It means my niece visits for the weekend, a whirlwind of teenage angst and hope. “How is school?” I ask. And I must listen, past the shrugs and the monosyllables, to the heart beating beneath. What are her teachers speaking into her? What fears whisper in the hallway between classes? My engaged, caring ear is a sanctuary she may not know she enters.
This is the walk. It is not loud. It is not sexy. It offers no headline revelations nor produce viral clips. It is the opposite of spectacle. It is presence. It is mindfulness of the now, and a tuned ear to the whispers of the Holy Spirit, who so rarely shouts. He speaks in the prompting to call, to ask, to help, to listen, to be there.
Do you see? The kingdom of God advances on the tracks of a million small obediences. A cup of water given. A floor swept. A patient ear lent. A machine restored for reasons unknown. “And whoever gives one of these little ones even a cup of cold water because he is a disciple, truly, I say to you, he will by no means lose his reward.” (Matthew 10:42 ESV). The reward is often just the quiet knowledge that you were faithful in the thing you were told to do.
You long for the mountaintop, for the transfiguration where your face shines with uncreated light. But Christ walked down from that mountain. He walked directly into a crowd of human need, into an argument among his disciples, into the plea of a desperate father (Mark 9:14-29). The glory was revealed so that it could be deployed in the messy, uneventful work of restoration and healing.
So, because my output has been quiet, do not think my input has ceased. I am still reading your words. Your published prayers, your wrestling thoughts, your fragments of insight. I engage some. I merely absorb others. They are manna for my own journey through the mundane wilderness.
Keep writing. Keep sharing. Keep speaking with the Father and doing as He commands. That thing He asked you to type out at midnight, that post you feel is too small, too personal, too odd to share…it may be meant for me. Or for the single mother reading your words on a cracked phone screen after her children are finally asleep. Or for the man in a prison cell, holding a tablet of donated kindness. Your message may be the blessing that holds a soul together for one more day. You do not always know why He gives you the bread. You are simply asked to distribute it (Matthew 14:16-19).
“Let your light shine before others, so that they may see your good works and give glory to your Father who is in heaven.” (Matthew 5:16 ESV). Notice: the light shines through the good works. The works are not the light themselves, but the transparent medium through which the source is glimpsed. My clean floor, my repaired server, my patient listening, these are not the glory. They are the clean pane of glass. They are the obedience that makes the invisible Father slightly more see-able in a world that is desperate to see something real.
This is the ministry of small obediences. It is the backbone of the kingdom. It is how love gets made real, not in theory, but in the sink full of dishes, in the updated software patch, in the remembered birthday. It is how we “walk in a manner worthy of the calling to which [we] have been called, with all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love” (Ephesians 4:1-2 ESV).
The world shouts for revolution. Christ whispers, “Make the bed. Call your brother. Listen to the child. Fix what is broken. Do it for me.” And in the doing, with no fanfare, the heart is reshaped. The soul is aligned. And the kingdom, quiet as a seed pushing through dark soil, grows.
That is all and thank you for reading.
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This is so beautiful. My heart is on the same page. Our walk in this season together is very similar.
Often, when I feel the inner joy of knowing how much God loves me, I notice the weight and significance of that joy is unrelated to my activity at the time, and I am reminded in Ecclesiastes 3:11 that God has "set eternity in the human heart" that is a witness to Him and just bubbles over when my mind hooks up with it!!
Your message today reminds me of a picture in my brother's room most of his life, of an old man sitting at a simple little table, head bowed, giving thanks for a piece of bread and some water!
Gratitude is the road to humility and the stimulator of repentance!
Thanks Shashue