The Rearview Mirror
A Morning Prayer for Forgiveness, Clarity, and Trust in Perfect Timing
Good morning, and hello friends.
I am sharing a variation of my prayer from this morning.
As I spoke the words, a specific name surfaced in my heart, a person I realized I hadn’t fully forgiven. In that moment, I repented, released the debt in prayer, and lifted that individual up. The act was less about them and more about a chain being dropped from my own soul.
So, if a face or a name comes to mind as you read this, don’t dismiss it as random. Listen. It may be the Spirit’s gentle nudge toward your own liberation.
“For if you forgive others their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you.” (Matthew 6:14, ESV)
Forgiveness isn’t a favor we grant another; it’s the freedom we grant ourselves.
Is there a name that surfaces for you today?
A Sunday morning prayer.
Good morning, Father Most High,
Hallowed, set-apart is Your name, here and nigh.
Your kingdom come, Your will be done,
On this spinning earth, beneath our sun,
As it is in heaven, where Your reign’s never undone.
Give us this day our daily bread,
And forgive our trespasses, as Your Word has said.
As we forgive those who’ve trespassed against us,
Teach us to release, without fret or fuss.
So, Father, I ask, search this heart of mine,
For any hidden grudge, any bitter line.
If there is one whom I hold unforgiven,
Shine Your light there, let that prison be riven.
I forgive them now, I release the debt,
For the one who wronged me, I won’t fret.
He is a good man, a family man, it’s true,
His problem with me is not mine to construe.
You are in him, just as You are in me,
We’re both Your creations, though broken we be.
Not sinless in my eyes, nor I in Yours,
We stand in the shadow of heaven’s opened doors.
But by grace, by mercy, Abba, so sweet,
By Yahusha’s sacrifice, laid at Your feet,
We are saved through Your resurrection, made complete.
Thank You, Father, for peace in this season’s embrace,
A stillness of soul, a gift of Your grace.
I pray now for loved ones, near and afar,
Bring clarity of thought, a circumcised heart.
Facilitate a path for their eyes to see,
The love that You are, that You’ve shown to me.
I believe Your timing is perfect, divine,
Your sovereign will in its own design.
May this simple prayer, in its imperfect rhyme,
Find its place within Your perfect time.
For I’ve come to see, in my walk so frail,
Your logic in moments will often veil.
We can’t understand the work that You do,
In the midst of the storm, in the grey and the blue.
But in the rearview mirror, looking back on the road,
Your purpose shines clear, Your mercy bestowed.
So I trust in this moment, though the picture is dim,
I trust in the path, though the edges are grim.
Give me ears to hear Your whisper, soft and low,
Give me courage, Father, Your commands to sow.
Give me a softened heart, pliable and true,
To walk through these days reflecting only You.
An image-bearer of Yahuah, honest and kind,
In the mighty, majestic name I find,
Yahusha the Messiah, just and loving, I pray,
Take these words, this heart, this new- dawning day.
Amen.
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Your timing on forgiveness hit home with me.
I helped a man in recovery through a very difficult time in the last months of his life. He was suffering and he was on a morphine drip and using a walker. I walked alongside of him to prevent falls.
When he died, his daughter informed me and we made plans to celebrate his life. Then she cut off all communication with me.
I just wrote the following update to my essay about Tony about a week ago:
“ It has been quite a while since Tony passed away but I often think of him and the joy he brought back into my life. I also think of his daughter and, unfortunately, the misery she brought into my life.
After making plans for a Celebration of Life outing to honor Tony, then offering me his favorite lounge chair to remember him by, she completely cut off all communications with me and ignored anything I sent to her. The Celebration may have gone on without me, I do not know.
I don’t understand this at all! If my father were in similar straits in the last few months of his life and someone helped ease his burdens, I would be forever grateful!
There have been many nights since then where I lay awake, wracking my brain, trying to figure out what I did that made her act this way, but I come up with nothing.
I am hoping that putting this down in writing will ease my inner pain!
As taught to me by my Christian faith, forgiveness is an essential step in recovery. Therefore I truly forgive his daughter and wish her and her family well.”
I also wrote the following years ago in an essay for my children and grandchildren:
“ Et Cetera
Various lessons on life for the children and grandchildren
ANDREW DEVLIN
OCT 30, 2024 AT 6:48 PM
Forgive, But Don't Forget
Forgiveness of those who hurt you costs nothing.
Holding a grudge can cost plenty in terms of peace of mind and loss of a friend or family member's company.
Forgetting can leave you open to being hurt again.”
The full essays are available at:
https://andrewdevlin.substack.com/p/my-friend-tony?r=ugzy3&utm_medium=ios
And
https://andrewdevlin.substack.com/p/et-cetera-various-lessons-on-life?r=ugzy3&utm_medium=ios
HAVE A GREAT AND BLESSED DAY!