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marilyn's avatar

I have been reading your article today for over an hour now. Most likely closer to two hours, I think. It really hit home. I have been going through similar this past year and a half. I've never experienced so much change and redirection in my entire life. Sometimes I've been so convinced that He loves me, while at other times in the darkness I've wondered if He had left, that He might have finally been convinced that I was too unworthy of Him spending any more effort on me on His Part. Yet, when I'm able to come up for air I can see that all of this turmoil has brought me closer to Yahusha than I ever thought could be possible.

I feel as if I live inside a storm or maybe a dark forest filled with sharp, unknown obstacles that I keep bumping into. But at times the trees thin out, the sun appears and its rays light up a cabin under some more trees ahead, where I can take shelter, catch my breath, regain some strength before I need to get back on the path where the next volley of thunder and lightning will find me.

Those "cabin times" are where His Word suddenly comes alive and speaks directly to my heart. His Presence touches me and I am tearfully, gratefully undone with the relief and beauty of His continuing Love. Ancient Scriptures of Hope have embedded themselves inside my soul....."I have loved you with an Everlasting Love"......."I have called you by name, you are Mine"..... "I will never leave you nor forsake you". "I am able to keep all those who come to The Father through Me." and so forth.

I want to subscribe but can't afford to pay for a year in one lump sum. But I will buy you a coffee when I can.

Please keep writing. Don't stop. Thank you for sharing what He's doing with you. You are not going through it alone, not by a long shot. Many of us are silently walking beside you.

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Shashue Monrauch's avatar

Hi Marilyn, thank you for the kind words and encouragement. And thank you for reading my work. Just as the Lord has been keeping me close and walk the narrow path with me, He is doing the same with you. Thatโ€™s a promise as they say โ€œwe can take to the bankโ€. So remain steadfast in the faith my friend.

No worries about affordability and money. You are supporting by merely reading, commenting and sharing and that is equally as supportive and encouraging. Let me know if thereโ€™s a specific peice you want to read from the archives and I will share it with you. Peace and blessings. ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฟโœ๐Ÿ•Š

Jason's avatar

This is an outstanding piece of writing. One I have saved and will revisit. It is one I will also be sharing.

Thank you for making yourself available to the Lord for His work.

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Scott Cooper's avatar

Every section of this book asks some highly provoking questions as well as answers.

I'm really enjoying how you're striding with the Lord side by side, good, uncomfortable and painful at times.

Sounds like Wiggles is responding favorably to this remarkable transformation as well!

Shashue Monrauch's avatar

Thank you for reading and the comment, @Scott Cooper.

Peace and blessings, my friend. ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿฟโœ๐Ÿ•Š